Some Memories Will Never Be Erase

the power of first love


i always imagine myself that i could have everything..anything..by my own. i know i can have it. it just a matter of effort and time. but does all this things will keep me satisfied? my mind start talking language i dont understand.

the fundamental is there. your heart. my heart.
how can my mind so perfectly planned how it supposed to be but my heart keep beating.. saying NO?
they just not being synchronize.

i often been taught that 1st step is the hardest one.at that time, i was like ".....common guyz..can it be that hard? just lift your leg and step forward la"

no,no
definitely not something like it
its really that hard.

what do you feel when the only person that can fix you is the one that you hate?
hate like hate it.
dearly hate it.

as for me, we are done. over.
as for Him, every second means something. every second means U and Me.
since that ages night, day after day, we never spoke to each other.
this time it last for 4months.

amazingly.
please do believe, amazingly im beared to hold it till 4 months.
i dont know..whats trigger me to reply him back after that amazing period.
again, each time we start it, it always have to be a stupid short quarrell till it become an atomic disaster in our heart.

ya..some memories, will never be erase.



6 months! Almost

I've been away from my blog almost 6 months.

What is actually going on?

| Two Times In A Row - Dean's List |

| Happy Birthday To Me |

| Happy Birthday To Ms. WUE |

| New Housemate |

| Healing Heart |

| Office Hours Are Tensed Hours |

| Holidays |

| Family Days |

| Work Loads Vs. Assignments |

| Favourite TV Shows |

| Shopping Overspending Moments |

| New Rocking Heels |

| Appointed As Bridesmaid |

| Movie Mania & Get Crazy With It |

| New Phone |

| Lenghting My Hair |

| Jason Mraz Tour Concert |

| Two Boss! Double Stress |

| Lucky Draw |

| Community Service |

| Aquaria! |

| Reaching Credit Card Limit (T_T) |

| Loan Settlement & 1st Property (BiG YeAYYY) |

| Bachelor Degree - 3rd Year! |
| Farewell |

simple is more

(>_<)

colorful mind indeed

Wise Words: They Can Because They Think They Can

I can because I think I can.

Yes, I really do I can.

Even it cost a huge efforts, obstacles, hardships journey, I can achieve what ever I want.

Either this journey will end with victory or being defeat, myself is the only one who can decide it.

Wishing myself a very good luck ahead!

Family, Study, Career and more to come.

Have my word ha!

Wise Words: Door Of Happiness

" When One door of happiness closes, another opens, but...often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the One that has been opened for us "

At this moment, I choose this one.  Close to my heart.  Very-very close indeed. I made a mistake..that lock a misery in my life. I try to get up. Fix everything that falls apart.

The first step I made is the hardest part.

Kill my other half.

It has to be done.

And I should do it long time ago before it turn to be disease..like today.

In the name of Love and Trust, I stand still and believe there is always a way for us to get thru this...

But I don't know why..this time is really hard for us to make a come back.

I'm shutting everything about it one by one..

and I know time will heal me even it cost me a thousand of years.

One door close, another will open.

Soon.