6 months! Almost

I've been away from my blog almost 6 months.

What is actually going on?

| Two Times In A Row - Dean's List |

| Happy Birthday To Me |

| Happy Birthday To Ms. WUE |

| New Housemate |

| Healing Heart |

| Office Hours Are Tensed Hours |

| Holidays |

| Family Days |

| Work Loads Vs. Assignments |

| Favourite TV Shows |

| Shopping Overspending Moments |

| New Rocking Heels |

| Appointed As Bridesmaid |

| Movie Mania & Get Crazy With It |

| New Phone |

| Lenghting My Hair |

| Jason Mraz Tour Concert |

| Two Boss! Double Stress |

| Lucky Draw |

| Community Service |

| Aquaria! |

| Reaching Credit Card Limit (T_T) |

| Loan Settlement & 1st Property (BiG YeAYYY) |

| Bachelor Degree - 3rd Year! |
| Farewell |

simple is more

(>_<)

colorful mind indeed

Idea Of Writing

I never thought that I can really work so hard updating my 2nd blog.

The first blog was been published in year 2009.  but successfully deleted few hours ago.

I feel nothing at this moment. As the previous blog that I have is only cost a crap post,  but who knows, one day I might be regret with what I've done today.

Permenantly delete. All I know right now, even if i feel bad about this later, its only for temporary.

Because there is so much more things that cost my sadness now.

i wish someone will understand it

Second Thought

I wanna make mylife as pretty as possible...although its on HIS hands, we can always wish the best in everything rite.

He is considered as my Ex.

Now.

Am I really saying it from my heart...or it just something else? I think I almost have a heart attack.

Yesterday, while I took my long drive way back from UIA Gombak to Putrajaya...my tears dropped.

continuously. starts from UIAM exit heading to Sg. Besi.

Why?

I miss him.

I miss him so much.

But I know, this is going nowhere.

someone said to me, if it's so hard for you to share about your feelings to others or not...then cry.

world might not understand about what you feel, but you..yes, yourself do.

Then, Cry.

With no doubt.

Today, after almost a month, he texted me.

a simple message that leave me with...

I dont know.

I really dont know my feelings right now.

Did he miss me as much as i miss him?

No. You're not miss him...you just miss all the routines that you and him played over 6years.

That's it.

Give your ownself a chance and make a change

As been decided earlier.

Remember?

can anyone answer me this ='(

Sorethroat

Im not feeling well. as I noticed early in the morning that i have a flamming throat.

Monday blues + sorethroat = No good

='(



Wise Words: They Can Because They Think They Can

I can because I think I can.

Yes, I really do I can.

Even it cost a huge efforts, obstacles, hardships journey, I can achieve what ever I want.

Either this journey will end with victory or being defeat, myself is the only one who can decide it.

Wishing myself a very good luck ahead!

Family, Study, Career and more to come.

Have my word ha!

Away To UIA Every Weekend

As mentioned on my previous post, new semester are about to take place. All my undertaking subjects for current semester scheduled to be held at Kulliyyah ICT, UIA.

Its going to be a great experience.

my turbulence adrenalin

Update soon!

Men Are So Predictable!

I woke up early in the morning last sunday. There is no plan for that day.  As the morning breeze was so refreshing...suddenly the idea of having a leisure walk around the nearby park pop up into my mind.

Thinking that I've done nothing to physical activity for several months, then why not. Besides, there is a lake there. complete therapy.

Get ready within 5mins. Go downstairs. Breath the air.  What a very blast start.

From leisure walk then it turns to slow jog.  All the way to the park, I saw bunch of kids...walking to the park...I saw nanny-aged women and his husband probably, also walking to the park...as one by one person passing by me also heading to the park...I guess, this is not only a blast day for me..its everyone blast day.

(^_^)

Reaching the park was so amazing.  As I captured many people are enjoying their fitness session there.  The air was breezing...the park that surrounded by a number of fitness apparatus here and there...and then there is a lake..the greenery scene by the trees...blooming morning kiss flowers...isnt it remarkable?

I never thought that the nearby park which is located only less then 5mins from my home actually holding its own attractions that can only be describes once you reach there.

I couldnt remember how many rounds that I made during my slow jog..raftly it could be around 4-5 rounds..its been really enjoying to do it. Cardio session was great...and the sweat also great...(should i need to mention it?) I did use all the apparatus that been provided..its my first time ever...and left me craving it for more. Nextime.

Now, there is a man.  Couldnt describe him much as I only noticed him after several rounds of my slow jog. Making a step towards my cooling down, then suddenly he came...approach me with a light conversation..more to exercise..make it as daily routine..maintaining body fitnes..gym...bla..bla..bla..

and he did told me about his siblings, education..career...
should it has to be that far?

No wonder I felt something each time he pass me.
Hmmm...